Five more days till I make myself sick on pasteis de nata!
When I was a kid, my grandma (not the Portuguese one) would give the WORST birthday/Christmas/anytime presents you could imagine. Seriously. She gave me stuffed bunnies for Easter long after I had sprouted double D’s. She once gave me an old lady version of an Elton John jacket. I got really good at pretending to be excited about half melted regifted candles while ignoring the gift tag from her friend that was still in the box (true story). She wasn’t stingy, not at all. She just had no clue what we would want.
I fear I am about to inflict this phenomenon on the whole of my mother’s family.
I have no clue what to get anyone. And some people are seriously doing me some fat favors, sight practically unseen, at least since Oasis and Blur were fighting for world dominance. I could go empty handed, but that would be decidedly douchey.
So, of course, I thought, how ’bout something local? Oakland’s supposed to be the most exciting city in the country right now, right?
Two problems with this:
1. I refuse to be the one who brought the word “hella” on the Lisbon metropolitan area.
2. Local shit is (prohibitively) expensive.
Seriously, guess how much a Lake Merritt themed bracelet is on Piedmont Ave. 122 bucks. I shit you not. I’d prefer to get 122 singles to toss all over my cousin’s kitchen, of course while yelling “Make it rain!” At least the look on their faces would be priceless, as my dear cousins start phoning hotels.
So then I thought, why not Old Navy? There’s no Old Navy in Portugal (I think), so it would be practically exotic.
This is the only thing that actually had $*%&ing words on it:
Really? That’s it? I refuse to take a shirt emblazoned with “Land of the Free” to another democracy. Especially currently I’m pretty much just using my so-called freedom to eat hot dogs full of MRSA while complaining about getting spied on.
So I’m buying random things and hoping my cousins and friends will believe it’s the thought that counts. Otherwise, I’m screwed.
My parents went to a meeting at their doctor’s today. Apparently he has some scam where he has figured out how to get people to throw money at him without doing anything he doesn’t normally do, without also having to strip. Good for him.
As my mother was registering for this event, and the nurse detected her accent and asked her where she’s from.
“I was born in Portugal.” Never mind she had lived more years in California than in Portugal by the time she was forty.
“Oh, then, you must know how to make good sausage.”
Cue a lot of blinking from my mother. “Erm…. no…. I don’t make…”
“Well then your mother must’ve.”
“Erm, well, no… we’re from a city.” Seriously. They had some cornfields. But they were such clueless city folk, when my mother’s aunt moved to Lemoore, a farm town in Central California, she thought it appropriate to SQUEEZE A CHICKEN to get the eggs out by breakfast.
Yes I said squeeze it. Like a toothpaste tube. Let’s all have a moment of silence for that chicken that died that morning, its little chicken day ruined by a broken egg where no broken egg should ever be.
That woman did not ever make a sausage. Neither did my grandmother, her mother, my mother, or any of my grandmother’s sisters, cousins or nieces, irrespective to how many post-fourth grade years they have completed. None of them did it. They were too busy catching the train.
Years ago, my grandmother’s neighbors were out on their front lawn, armpit deep in intestines, curing them to make sausage, when we rolled up in our Sunday best. That smell is something that I will never forget. To describe the horror of it wouldn’t do it any justice; it nearly seemed to suck the oxygen out of the air itself. It was like being covered in a moldy blanket in a dank trunk. And how it smelled like a whole lot of work.
Having smelled that, I will never understand how that woman was inspired to shoot my mother a look of abject disappointment when she said this:
“I can tell you where to buy it.”
For a long time, I’ve kind of given up on my writing. Anyone who really knows me knows a grand streak of insecurity has followed me from my childhood, through high school and college, through my teaching career to…well, whatever you call what I’m doing now. I kind of gave up on it.
Then I just, on a whim, entered my monologue from the Marsh in a contest for a scholarship to go to the Disquiet Festival. And I won a spot.
Yes, folks, Prodigal Lusophone is going to Portugal this summer. Do I expect them to kill the fatted calf? No. But it would be nice if I can eat some veal a couple of times and go shoe shopping. I can’t wait!
Either most of the people in the pub where I watched this were half asleep, or Czech…..
The troupe The Portuguese Kids, who performed yesterday (well, like four hours ago) in San Jose, pretend to be the Power Rangers. I was laughing too hard to hear exactly what they said at this point, but I think the dude on the chairs says it all!
I drank too much this weekend and listened to too much Karaoke Pulp. We love you, Jarvis.
Now if you ‘re still awake, I would like to take you to Grubstake, yeah
And go for a pancake, though the back page is full of your avó’s favorite treats.
If you please, order choriço before 4am.
You’ll be able to drive past the sheriff on the Bridge, no problem